I have noticed that a lot of stress will trigger things off. One of the biggest loss I feel is control over my life, feel like I am just rolling along waiting or the next shoe to drop. Now just the other day a buddy of mine who works at the Fire Academy with me was diagnosed with a tumor at the base of his skull next to the spinal cord. A chief officer told me that makes 4 guys who have had or have brain tumors. 2 have passed away! i guess I am the lucky one. Now something else to stress me out!