Oh, the Valium was nice. My doctor was kind enough to give me a large Xanax prescription with some refills when my husband was diagnosed with his brain tumor.
My advice would be to try to not worry until you know what you have to worry about. I really do know that it is easier said than done but it is really possible to drive yourself mad with worry. We (my husband and I) did A LOT of busy work in the days leading up to his surgery and other appointments. (My house had never been more clean!) It was really the only thing we could do.
I am sorry that you have to deal with this.